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Artist | Professional | Varied
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Hi I,m Christina!I love to draw aceo cards and anime in general , but my favorite thing to do is color!!!!^.^I also work as a Professional Face Painter!

Current Residence: In a dark place ..basement .
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Getting back to the size I want!
Favorite genre of music: paced anime music
Favorite photographer: unsure
Favorite style of art: Street fighter mixed with other forms of anime art. Mostly traditional works.
Operating System: a cardboard box powered by violence

Shell of choice: "It's a shell of a town"1234 ..TURTLES!!!
Wallpaper of choice: the one I wrap you in after your lynched
Skin of choice: the type that doesn't crack during the winter
Favourite cartoon character: agatsuma soubi..Kubota..Akame..
Personal Quote: If it's too good to be true run away fast and take the tablecloth with you.
Face painting: I have been face painting professionally for over 2 years now working at Universal studios and Islands of adventure in Orlando,Florida. I was a theme park face painter!

Feeling tired of everything

Sun Jul 26, 2015, 11:07 PM
Debating whether to go back to school again. I researched and reapplied for grants and have a full pell grant if I want to attempt school again. I feel really depressed and am really tired of living with my inlaws. It's been almost 3 years come this March other half without a job for over 3 years. I feel pulled from all sides. I am constantly angry,bitter and overall sad. Yes I am continuing with my face painting business but it's not enough for moving out so I am unsure of what to do now. The depression has gotten worse, my other half has his medical expenses paid and is getting better. I don't care for myself well and have been in constant pain for a good while now and feel as if I shouldn't go to the doctor or get a massage because I don't deserve it. My Dad had surgery and isn't doing that well. I don't have much in the way of relatives or a ton of money to go out and have I feel pretty alone right now. I feel like dying is the only way out sometimes. I won't hurt myself because I know that won't help but I just feel really burnt out. I thought about taking a small vacation to get away but I am too afraid as a woman in her 20's to go alone. I think I need new experiences so maybe school would help? Last year I couldn't handle school and my business getting so busy ..this year I will have to turn down business so I don't have a mental breakdown.

Skin by AsylumMutt
  • Mood: Frustrated
  • Listening to: nothing for now
  • Reading: ummm nothing
  • Watching: The haunting hour
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: chicken..cluck cluck...EEEK
  • Drinking: water


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I will draw a bust of any character that you choose ! This will include head and chest for 100 points each !


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caskippe Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favourites and taking the time to read my journal.
BengalTiger4 Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2015  Student Photographer
Feel free to check out the rest of my gallery!
gamemaster8910 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2015  Hobbyist
Thx for the fave too on hisami :)
darkstormskull Featured By Owner Edited Jul 19, 2015   Artist
thank you for watching and llama 
legendbourne Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
THanks for the fave. HAH, BE WATCHED!!!!
zomby138 Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015
Hellooo ^_^ Thank you for the fave!
LlamaFreedom Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2015
And a llama for you. :P (Lick) Also, can you throw the llama love my way and give me one too? :) (Smile) I'd surely appreciate it. :D (Big Grin)
xXballoontombXx Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015   Traditional Artist
ndbag Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014   Digital Artist
Thank you very much for the llittle llama. ^__^
GhostlyNudes Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the watch!
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